I've been struggling with anxiety and depression recently. I do see and thank God for the blessings He's given me with my job and living situation, but I haven't felt like I've been affective in any way with the people I'm surrounded with. It's gotten to the point where even seeing certain people makes my stomach immediately turn to a knot to the point of throwing up.
The second line in the verse is "My will laid aside by Your call." A lot of my problems are coming from my own expectations of myself, pushing on things to happen because I'm tired of waiting around, or praying on things for months and feeling like a dream of mine is coming true and falling flat on my face with it. With that example, I can have a million arguments on "it's not God's timing" to "God wants you to put things to action and walk with him while doing so", I've heard it all, asked it all, and answered myself to all at one point or another, and it all comes down to just walking with Him and not being selfish, and damnit I want to be selfish, a lot.
Every few months I get to this point for a week or so of just feeling useless or worn out, and I'm sure I've written about it before. I just want to be a light again.